W.A.S.P. - Wild Child

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I am often told that I can't/shouldn't wonder aimlessly through life and should create a goal to strive for... paint a picture for myself of where I want to be and what I want to accomplish in a certain period of time.
I don't seem to be able to do that since I still haven't figured out what to do with my life.

If I had to give this picture-making thing a shot, the intro scene to this video would be it... Where I'd want to be in, say, 5 years time.

The song itself is... ok. I find the band somewhat cheesy... especially their image. But some of the music is very likeable... at least as far as I'm concerned.

Trivium - This World Can't Tear Us Apart

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Andrlinjek... tale je zate! ;)

I was so empty
Self loathing
Before you awoke me
Lived in transgression
Feasted sin
Destroying all I stood for

A world with spreading disease
Legs up for infidelity
They force feed of their stiffened sickness
They promised hiding their rings
To suck down some of the things
That cheat this world into lovelessness

All the pain in this world won't stop us now
For we have each other
All the hate in this world can't tear us apart
This love is forever

In arms we'll turn away
From their ways
We'll live like no other
Together we're hope
Absolute
The only thing that matters

A world with spreading disease
Legs up for infidelity
They force feed of their stiffened sickness
They promised hiding their rings
To suck down some of the things
That cheat this world into lovelessness

All the pain in this world won't stop us now
For we have each other
All the hate in this world can't tear us apart
This love is forever

All the pain in this world won't stop us now
All the hate in this world can't tear us apart

All the pain in this world won't stop us now
For we have each other
All the hate in this world can't tear us apart
This love is forever

Liquido - Narcotic

Siddharta - Domine

Greater Than Life

Bon Jovi - Bed Of Roses

Sitting here wasted and wounded
At this old piano
Trying hard to capture
The moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka
Is still lodged in my head
And some blonde gave me nightmares
I think that she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and
French kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps
Its own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love and the truth and
What you mean to me
And the truth is baby you're all that I need

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well I'm so far away
That each step that I take is on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night
Just to see through this payphone
Still I run out of time
Or it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper,
Baby blind love is true

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died

Now as you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me
To stand in her spotlight again
Tonite I won't be alone
But you know that don't
Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove
For it's you that I'd die to defend

I want to lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Freaky

5 cups of coffee. Now were cookin'.
My heart's pumpin' like an oil rig.
4 hours to go.

Shitty Day

Today just keeps getting worse. It's 11pm. I'm at work. 'Til 6am.
I'm tired, hungry, sleepy and sad as hell.
Just had two coffees. Doesn't seem to work.

It's gonna be a long ass night.

Dead

I just learned that my best friend is dead.
The bit of heart I had left just died.

The Coffee Tester

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It's quarter to two in the morning. 15 minutes ago, I came home from a 10 hour shift at work, that lasted from 3pm 'til 1am. I lost feeling in my legs about two hours ago. I think I walked at least 10 miles at work today.
I have another 10 hour shift starting at 7am... today. And an exam on Monday, at 7am...
Why do I put myself through all this you ask? Well, I need work because I desperately need money (am tired of being constantly broke)... Am in desperate need of my own PC... Want to take my sweetheart somewhere nice... :P
"Luckily", I managed to arrange that I only work weekends. How does that AC/DC song go? I'm on a highway to hell? With me it's more of a coffee waterfall to hell...

Anyway, on a brighter note, work itself is managable and quite amusing at times. In fact, today, I managed to squeeze two solid hours of rewising for the exam on Monday (I swapped places with one of the other guys, and was studying while working in reception).

I'll tell you the story about the initiation I was put through at work last week some other time, since I am simply too damn tired right now.

Gotta run and get some sleep.

Cheers!

Pink - Who Knew

Pink - Dear Mr. President

I.C.E. - Na Liniji

Billy's Private Parking - Ime

I.C.E. - Kje Si Zdaj